He kissed me and I couldn’t breathe, how is that even possible?
We have always been friends, I knew a million different things about him, but how can I not remember a single thing right now.
I’m looking at him different, I’m feeling different.
He’s staring at me now and I know he wants me to say something. Can’t he tell what I’m already thinking? I mean my heart is literally thumping out of my chest, I can hear it and I’m almost positive he can too.
Does he want me to tell him this will change things? They already have changed, he’s the last thing my heart expected today.
All I’m thinking about is how I look through his eye’s, through his heart, what does he see? I’ve wanted this moment forever. I can’t even tell you how many times I have thought about how this would feel, this right here. I won’t let him know that though, just like I haven’t told him for the past 10 years.
It’s as simple and as complicated as that.
He’s just getting over Libby, that’s why he kissed me. He wants to forget about her, he wants me to make him forget about her. He’s damaged, I can tell by the way he hesitated with me. Hell I’m damaged, you can see it written all over my face.
With the look in his eyes, I already feel like I’m forgettable. He doesn’t even know he’s secretly already broken my heart a thousand times, by loving him in silence.